So angry

I went to pick up David at the airport today. I even took the dogs to surprise him. Once I got there I couldn't find him, and when I talked to him on the phone he was clearly beyond drunk and I couldn't make out what he was trying to say. For over an hour I looked for him and he was repeating the same thing "ahm ouwside" over and over again, when I asked him to describe or explain to me where he was. Finally I was so frustrated and angry I started crying. I even called David's mother. She told me to leave him there and go home, which is exactly what I did. When he came home we argued and he promised once again to never get "that" drunk. I'm still upset... And frustrated. We only have two weeks left till the wedding...